I can’t remember how long i must have been out there, but it looks like ages. I can still see the grey rocky waste of the Abyss in my dreams when i sleep at night. Years have passed since then and i am no longer the same man i used to be. Something changed me. Don’t ask where i’ve been since my divorce two years ago, but it has been one hell of a ride. It all started with a single strategy, divide to conquer. No one will probably ever understand how much i have been dividing and conquering myself. I went to the edge of my understanding and back. And that has been quite a journey. I’ve been reborn and reshaped during this long trip through reality and fiction. My mind used like a pendulum, swinging back and forth between both planes. Finding information, then using that information to reshape and train. I know i carry the one thing deep inside of me. Probably the most valuable thing people have ever been looking for; the building blocks of the philosophy of the world. If knowledge is power then this is god. I never felt so powerful in my entire life.
“If then you do not make yourself equal to God, you cannot apprehend God; for like is known by like.” ? Hermes Trismegistus